7:53 AM || Thursday, Nov. 10, 2005
altered states
Well, a lot has been happening since I last updated. One of the most important things to mention is that my mom and dad are finally working out like they are supposed to. My dad especially, because he was warned that he is in the preliminary stages of type 2 diabetes. If he doesn't lose weight, he will get diabetes. So my dad is working on it now. And I am glad that I am in a position to help him.
The other big news is that I've finally met the man whom I know that I am meant to be with. He is so amazing, loving, and sweet. Apparantly, he liked me since he first met me a while back. But because we were friends through some of our other friends, he didn't think I would go for him. He would have rather had me as a friend that not at all. I think he was intimidated because he is younger than me...but age ain't nothin' but a numbaaa in this case. Finally, I am with someone who appreciates me for me, who wants to be with me as much as possible (aside from a conference that I went to last weekend...we've been together every single day). I finally have my "honeymoon" phase. I never had that before.
I've been working hard oh my emotional, physical and spiritual well-being. Mostly physical...lol. But, I realized the vibes I was sending out attracted very unhealthy and selfish people in my life. This man makes me feel that I am the most beautiful woman in his life. I feel so happy and so appreciative of him.
So yes...Kat has found her penguin.
